you will see nsfw here. like, straight up porn. don't enter if you're under 18.
Warnings
Not As A Kink
severe child abuse
toxic masculinity trauma
homophobia trauma
parental psychological / physical abuse
self harm (cutting) *
Warnings
homicide
co-dependency
reclaimed f slur
noncon
sibling incest
breeding / mpreg
* he doesn't do this anymore, but old pictures have it since he used to be an alt version of Desmond.
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Rev is incredibly fucked up from trauma and deals with it in very unhealthy ways. he's a very edgy character who holds a lot of the traumas i do but in a different context. all i ask is that you respect that.
don't continue if this makes you uncomfortable. otherwise, feel free to proceed by clicking the arrow button on the top left to open the menu.
* he will absolutely kill them. it's related to his trauma. this isn't some petty moral statement, but it's because he sees his father in them. this isn't for you, it's for himself. Rev doesn't give a fuck about you.
I told you how much it hurts.
And you laughed at me.
Personality
the classic charismatic jock high school bully with undiagnosed antisocial personality disorder.
life of the party, gives a great lap dance or quickie, and damn good at his job.
he's doing what he loves for once in his life. it's a great time. he's even married to his husbands.
but underneath that outgoing front, he's constantly angry with no true release. he wants everyone to hurt as badly as he did.
his promiscuous mask is just his way of pretending nothing's wrong. after all, he's free to be who he is now... but at what cost?
he loves to punch holes the walls of his room, but he'd rather it be someone's face.
the damage has already been done. he can't even admit what they did to him. he doesn't even know where to begin to heal.
he can't stop smiling, not even if he wanted to. but it's something he can do, and they can't anymore. he made sure of that when he picked all of their teeth up off the floor after he was done with them.
None of you took me seriously.
So I beat your faces in.
History
Rev grew up in a quadruplet family... or he would have, if not for the fact that their parents divorced when they were all just two. Desmond and Daniel went with their mother, Rev and Ren went with their father.
he spent about almost three decades of his life trying to conform to his conservative father's expectations, the latter who would attempt to beat the queerness out of him.
his father, Adrien Pierre, was ex-military. what happened to make him ex-military, you ask? well, he was discharged for "homosexual acts". how he decided to cope with this was take it out on his son in all the worst possible ways you can imagine.
his father may be a victim of bigotry, but that was no excuse to abuse his son the way he did.
Rev made his first friends in middle school that he considered real friends. he let on about what he was going through at home. and you know what those people did? they laughed at him.
and the next thing they knew, their faces were smashed in. Rev was nearly expelled for this. he punched them so hard that they were knocked out and lost a few teeth. he wasn't sure why, but he picked them up and pocketed them as a sort of sadistic memento.
Rev still has their lost teeth today in a jar. this was the first time he began collecting them. his father wasn't even mad. he thought this made his son "manly" so he let it slide.
a few years passed. at the age of eighteen, something in Rev snapped. maybe Ren had to do with it, but it was the push he needed. he knocked his father out with a weight, only to panic and realize if he left him to wake up he would get his face smashed in. what did he do? he dragged him to his basement and did unspeakable torturous things before letting his father bleed out to death.
however, he also now realized that there was no one to stop him from doing whatever he wanted. unfortunately, years of ingrained homophobia being literally beat into him has subconsciously convinced him that his queerness was depraved and perverted. his coping mechanism? double down on that, be who he couldn't be all these years.
now, he's whore and stripper at the local gay bar at day and serial killer at night. he's found a husband, an ex-convict who's even taller and buffer than he is. they're happily married in a poly trio with Ren.
Ready to pay with your teeth, bitch?
You'll find it real hard to smile without them.
Reference
Trivia
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Antisocial Personality Disorder
Rev is not a "psychopath". his AsPD does not inherently make him a serial killer or a problem child, the fact that everyone who should have been there for him completely failed him is.
he just doesn't care about the majority of people in his life because he lacks the empathetic connection to most people. he can put up a front that he does, but that's just a front. he's had a lifetime of practice.
Piercings
he has spider bite piercings on the left side of his bottom lip.
Choice Of Weapon
his choice of weapon is usually his Heartbreaker (shadow chainsaw), but he'd rather be the weapon than bring one. regularly works out to keep fit, knows a bit of combat. have to be prepared when you're wrangling buff dudes to snuff out.
Insomniac
he struggles to sleep unless cuddled up to a warm body of a hunk. even then, it's still hard... in more ways than one.
Jock Bully
Rev was a stereotypical jock and frequently bullied and threatened other kids, especially Daniel. he hated Daniel for being "allowed" to express himself when Rev was literally beat for even looking at men. fortunately, they've made up now that they're adults.
Hypersexual
suffers from hypersexuality. if you reach into the drawers in his room the first thing you'd grab is a sex toy. i'm not joking.
Might Sub
if you're willing to pay him enough, he might be your little subby slut for the night.
Self Hatred
ingrained self hatred. this usually manifests in a lot of reckless behavior.
Favorite Color
blood red is his favorite color.
Always Smiling
he's ALWAYS smiling. even when he absolutely shouldn't be.
Acrophobic
if you put him on a plane, he'll pass out. he tends to freeze up when faced with heights. it was because he had an accident as a young kid. fell off a jungle gym and broke a couple bones and cried his eyes out. he now associates heights with severe pain.
Ingrained Homophobia
constantly feels like his opportunities were taken away because he's queer. he also uses "faggot" as an insult quite often despite being the gayest slut in the room.
Muscular Hypertrophy
Rev has muscle hypertrophy, which makes him develop muscle twice as much as an average person. he's quite muscular... like, beefy as hell. he has just a bit more muscle than Ren.
Breaking Point
Rev had enough muscle to overpower his father. the ingrained fear kept him from fighting back until he finally snapped and killed him.
Soft Spot
it only exists for Ren and Ridley.
Ren (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)
Ren is the only person that Rev truly loves other than his husband. they've been together since birth and adore each other. maybe too much. that's why they're a married poly trio.
what Rev doesn't know though, is that Ren is a bit insidious. Ren knows Rev isn't the brightest guy in the room, he'll say and do shit sometimes to manipulate him, but never maliciously. no one's perfect.
consider it toxic if you want, but they're both troubled people. it should be expected from them.
Rev
Hey, Ren! How's my favorite slutty malewife doing?
Wanna sit on my lap, you whore? I'll play with your pink.
Rev...! Don't just talk to me like that, you know it gets me worked up...
But I like it, so it's okay. Hehe...
You make me so wet sometimes.
Daniel (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)
Rev used to bully Daniel to shreds when they were in school. this is because Rev was never allowed to be who himself, but to him, Daniel seemingly was. lacking the empathy and never being taught to navigate his own emotions, Rev took out his abuse on Daniel.
back in the day, Rev used to insult Daniel quite frequently with slurs. he still does, just affectionately. they've made up... a little bit too hard. any by that, i mean they fucked. Daniel sort of gained a bullying kink from Rev. they're more than happy to mess around once in a while.
Speak for yourself! I'm more glam and punk, actually.
But, actually... I kind of do like it when you call me that. Anyway.
Being yourself comes with consequences, and people will HAAATE you for it... but it's always worth it in the end.
And I'll be honest, too! It took me a while until I really learned what it was like to be true to yourself.
I'm just glad you're able to be you now, but take care of yourself, okay?
Desmond (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)
during school years, Desmond only ever wanted the best for Rev but didn't know how to help nor had the energy to. Rev, who didn't know better, thought Des had everything he wanted. in Rev's eyes, Desmond even "stole" his childhood crush. he absolutely despised him, so he tried to take that all away from him when he sabotaged Desmond's car on purpose.
and it did have fatal consequences. when Desmond got into the car accident that ruined his life, Rev saw how many people came to his aid and wished him well. why couldn't he have that? why was Desmond so perfect even after he tried to destroy him? what was he doing wrong that Des was doing right?
the reality was much more grim, however. Desmond lost everything in that accident - his friends, his vision, his will to live. Rev only saw what was on the surface and resented Des for it.
it took years, but they reconciled. Des finally got to tell Rev just how much he took away from him that night, Rev finally got to admit what he did and why he did it. they're well adults now with their own husbands. the past is the past, the damage has been done. all there is to do now is heal.
Rev
Oh, it's you. The perfect, straight A student who wasn't so straight after all. Are you expecting me to apologize?
I didn't know what you were going through. I was jealous. I thought you had everything you ever wanted, I thought your life was perfect.
But knowing the true story now doesn't make me feel as good. In fact, it makes me feel like a complete moron. Turns out we weren't so different after all.
I shouldn't have did what I did. You blamed yourself all these years for my actions, and I reveled in it. So, what I'm saying is... I'm sorry. I fucked up. You only wanted to be there for me, and I couldn't see that.
So... how about we get some lunch or something? I'm real bad at this, okay?
Dar- I mean... Rev. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed it.
I knew you needed help, I knew you needed to be heard. I'm sorry that my friends laughed at you when you opened up. They just didn't understand.
They're dead and gone now, and I wish it were me instead of them.
I would do anything to take that pain away from you. I should have told Joshua what was going on. Maybe things would've turned out better.
You don't have to forgive them or me... but I forgive you. You didn't deserve what you went through. I promise I'll be here for you now, you don't have to heal alone.
"Tes" [Former Classmate]
Tes and Rev don't exactly get along on many aspects. quite possibly because Tes likes to push buttons, and Rev absolutely hates that. especially when they happen to know more than he does.
but despite this, Tes isn't malicious. he just wants to get Rev to realize his problems, but his method of doing so serves only to piss off Rev further.
Rev
Ugh, it's the stupid shadow twink again.
What do you want, asshole? I ain't got money for you. I know you're here to give me shit about my problems. Try telling me something I don't know.
If you're having trouble paying the rent to your office, try finding a new job that isn't fucking stalking me.
Do you, like, have hobbies? Seriously. I'll get help on my own fuckin' time.
Now, now. I'm not here to start a fight or anything.
I'm just sayin', you should probably get a therapist. And by should, I mean really should.
Sébby's told me that Ren aired out his worries about you to him. We're all concerned for you, man.
When're you gonna get help?
Sébastien [Former Classmate]
Rev hates Sébastien, especially because he feels betrayed by the ex-Archbishop's actions. the latter promised to advocate for his rights, only to turn around and say anyone who practiced the shadow modus deserved death.
he genuinely thought Séb would help him, but it only made others around him more hostile just because Rev dabbled in the shadow modus. Rev already had enough of slurs being thrown at him for his sexuality, but now for the modus he practiced, too.
while Sébastien is no longer Archbishop and he's realized his errors, Rev still finds a hard time leveling with him.
Rev
Ew, it's the moon twink.
You here to prosecute me and send me to a concentration camp for doing shadow shit?
I trusted you. We all did, and you threw us under the bus because of your mommy issues.
Get out of my fucking sight, traitor. We should've killed you when we had the chance. Fuck you and your brother.
I don't believe any amount of apologies would be enough for what I did. There is nothing I can do to amend that.
That day, I was ready to lay down my life and let the mob have at me. I was willing to be torn apart for my sins. I just didn't expect to be saved from their wrath.
Regardless... even if it won't change your mind, I'm sorry.
to be written. tl;dr: everyone is clowns living at a clown sanctuary.
to be written. tl;dr: everyone is clowns living at a clown sanctuary.
Rev
