I am safe, I am loved.

No one will ever hurt me again.

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Basics

NAME	Dexter Pierre	ALIASES	Ren
GENDER	cis male	ORIENTATION	homoflexible, homoromantic
RELATIONSHIP	poly with Rev and Ridley.	SPECIES	human
AGE	28	HEIGHT	6'0" feet
BIRTHDAY	Dec 19th	ALIGNMENT	true neutral
MUSIC GENRES	synth pop, soft rock	ASSOCIATED INSTRUMENT	synth
OCCUPATION	adult camboy, malewife	PLAYLIST	youtube

SUN SIGN	MOON SIGN	ASCENDING SIGN
sagittarius-capricorn cusp	scorpio	libra

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Preferences

Likes sweets cute paraphernalia anything that makes him feel safe

Dislikes people with bad vibes being outside loss of control

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Personality

shy, meek, never wants to talk about what's bothering him. he fears conflict, disagreement, and most importantly, being hurt.

he never truly learned how to process his fears and emotions. he's in denial of a lot of things.

very emotionally unstable. the only thing that's keeping him grounded is Rev's validation. unfortunately, he isn't always there to give that. what does Ren do in the meanwhile? cry in the corner of his room, of course.

he could put up a cute persona if he wanted to. everyone wants to fuck you if you're pretending to be an adorable himbo on the camera. it's pretty much his job.

his trauma makes him extra paranoid that people are out to hurt him. Rev's his only safety blanket. he literally cannot function without him, he's the one who keeps him safe. he trusts him with his life.

otherwise, he's a pretty sweet boy. just that no one ever gets to see that side of him anymore... except Rev and Ridley.

if you try, you'll probably get your fingers bitten off if he feels threatened in any way. approach at your discretion.

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Biography

the result of toxic masculinity, sexual assault, and severe trauma. he doesn't want to talk about it. he never does.

Ren grew up in a quadruplet family... or he would have, if not for the fact that their parents divorced when they were all just two. Desmond and Daniel went with their mother, Rev and Ren went with their father.

Ren spent most of his school life and childhood being left alone by bullies because everyone was terrified of his brother, Rev. it stayed that way until he met a certain woman.

men can be assaulted by women, too, you know. he just couldn't admit that for the longest time because it isn't a manly thing to let a woman do that to you. that's what his father says, anyway. no one would believe him even if he said anything so he carried that trauma with him for almost a decade. that's why he's so afraid of women... among other things.

the only person who he trusted and confided in was one of his brothers, Rev. he quickly began to grow heavily co-dependent on him, he'd do anything to make the only person in his life who mattered happy. that would lead to cleaning up after Rev's homicides in the future.

while Ren loved his three "older" brothers, Rev was the one out of the quadruplet family that he adored most.

it took a long time for Rev to ease information out of Ren. he wanted to get his perpetrator’s name so he could get revenge for him, whether Ren voiced it or not. that was the only time Rev has ever assisted in the killing of a woman.

how Ren lost his limbs is quite the gruesome story. Ren denies it even happened and believes he lost them in the car crash... that he wasn't even in. Rev might be more aware of it than Ren is...

as a result of this trauma, Ren now refuses to leave the house. he doesn't want to be put in that sort of situation again for the third time. it might be Rev's fault for sheltering him so much, but it was also because of their father. Ren just isn't healing from his traumas properly nor processing his emotions in a healthy way. he never learned how to.

nowadays, Ren spends time at home as a cam boy on an adult site while Rev does his job a bit more extrovertedly. that isn't to say that Rev doesn't also join in on Ren's streams. their fans are a bunch of twincest kinksters.

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Trivia

SYMBOL
SIGNATURE COLOR	#FF678D
KAWAII	he loves being cute. it's his aesthetic. he just couldn't be that way until recently. toxic masculinity trauma will do that to you.
UNSTABLE	he's emotionally unstable. he never learned how to properly process them or his traumas because he wasn't allowed to. sadly, due to Rev's enabling, he isn't really working on them. yet.
FIGHT OR FLIGHT	when threatened, his first option is always flight... until you take that away from him. he will not hesitate to viciously beat someone to a bloody pulp if it means he won't be hurt again.
AGORAPHOBIC	he's terrified of being outdoors where there's no safety net. he refuses to leave without Rev by his side.
BLADE PHOBIA	he has an aversion to jagged blades and saws. there's a reason why he has no burn scars or other scars despite being a quad amputee. you wanna know why?
QUAD AMPUTEE	he has prosthetics. they're nearly seamless and blend into his body. it's not me being a degenerate, i swear.
CO-DEPENDENT	he and Rev have an unhealthy relationship despite the fact they love each other. they both need each other but aren't working out their issues properly.
CLINGY	inwardly demanding of Rev's attention, he just won't voice it. Rev pretty much treats him like a pet rather than a person most of the time.
MALEWIFE	he's basically Rev's housewife and does most of the housework. he isn't exactly a chef but he does know how to cook. most of his time is spent doing chores if he's not in his room.
PROBABLY SEXIST	he isn't necessarily a misogynist? i think? he's just afraid of women due to trauma and therefore acts differently around them. he won't go out of his way to interact with feminine figures and will in fact avoid them.
BORDERLINE	he has untreated and unmedicated borderline personality disorder. his personality disorder is not what makes him fucked up, it’s the fact he’s not getting help or realizes he needs it. it just makes him more susceptible to paranoia and his fear of abandonment because he isn’t sure what to take away from a situation or interaction. he’s not sure if what he feels is legitimate or taken to an extreme.
FAVORITE COLOR	pink is his favorite color.
CHASTITY CAGE	sometimes wears a pink chastity cage because it's cute. how he gets his entire length inside is completely unknown.
MASCULINE	Ren has muscle hypertrophy, which makes him develop muscle twice as much as an average person. he's actually quite muscular, but not as much as Rev. he also has a huge dick and a deep voice. it tends to catch people by surprise. no one expects this cutie to be so built. that being said, you don't want to take a punch from him.
INTERCHANGABLE PARTS	sometimes swaps his genitalia to a pussy via magical methods. how? hell if i know.
SERIAL KILLER	he's killed several people out of sheer paranoia, not because he wanted to. not as many people as Rev, but he has his victims. the first one was the person who sexually assaulted him. Rev gave him the opportunity as a revenge gift, and boy did he take it.
SWEETIE	it might be stereotypical, but he's kind past his paranoid front. you might see it if he actually trusts you... which probably won't happen.

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Relationships

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Reference

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