WARNING
you will see nsfw here.
like, straight up porn.
don't enter if you're under 18.
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ENTER
The end is just a new beginning.
It's a second chance to start again.
all i have ever wanted was to be there for others.
i didn't expect anyone to return that sentiment.
Basics
| NAME | Desmond Pierre/Lacau | ALIASES | Des |
| GENDER | cis male | ORIENTATION |
strictly gay, demi homo-aromantic |
| RELATIONSHIP | married to Lesley Lacau | SPECIES | human |
| AGE | 28 | HEIGHT | 6'0" feet |
| BIRTHDAY | Dec 19th | ALIGNMENT | neutral good |
| MUSIC GENRES | emo rock, lo-fi | ASSOCIATED INSTRUMENT | cello |
| OCCUPATION | janitor in a haunted college | PLAYLIST | youtube |
| SUN SIGN | MOON SIGN | ASCENDING SIGN |
| sagittarius-capricorn cusp | scorpio | libra |
| POSITION | bottom | ROLE | submissive |
| GENITALS | 10.5" dick | LIBIDO | above average |
how did i get here? i'm still breathing; alive.
i never expected to be this happy, let alone feel so loved.
Preferences
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Dislikes
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i fought for my happiness. i have bled so much for it.
and i'll do anything to spread that joy to others.
Personality
Desmond dedicates his life to serving his loved ones to the point of over exertion. it's very hard to get this man to think of himself, and that's not a boast of altruism or anything.
no, Desmond is this way because the mentality was beaten into him, literally. he's loving, caring, will put the people he loves before him because he wants to see them smile, but neglects himself in very self destructive ways. it's actually very exhausting to get him to care about his mental health.
everyone has a limit, though. he's reached it quite a few times. just don't abuse his selflessness. he's way too tired to put up with that nowadays.
forgiving and way too patient. he has never once considered revenge or hurting another person out of malice. he just can't do it. we're all the same in our different ways, why fight?
he'd be a good dad. in fact, he is one. he and his husband have a little girl by the name of Astra. does that make him a dilf?
Biography
INACCURATE LORE, BEING REWRITTEN
Desmond grew up alongside his twin brother, Daniel, and a very homophobic, conservative father. their mother was absent for most of his life as she realized how much of an asshole her husband was and left him. unfortunately, the kids did not come with her due to the custody laws favoring the man at the time, otherwise things could have been better.
she remained sort of a positive force when Des and Daniel received mails from her, for a while at least. their father was not happy with this and moved houses so she wouldn't have any contact with her kids. couldn't have someone telling his kids they were people, after all.
the only positive parental presence Desmond and Daniel at at this point was Joshua, Tes and Sébastien's biological father. Joshua was a private investigator who would allow Desmond and Daniel to visit and stay in his office whenever they needed a break from their abusive home. Joshua planned to help Desmond and Daniel after seeing bruises on them, but he never got around to it, as Joshua was assassinated during a hit made by his wife when the kids were eleven years old.
as they grew up, Desmond took many beatings and verbal abuse in Daniel's place. he would do anything to protect his twin brother, all the bloody noses and black eyes wouldn't matter as long as his baby brother was safe. Daniel would never survive those beatings, as sensitive as he is.
Desmond took on all the responsibilities and expectations in the house so Daniel didn't have to. he was to be the prodigy his father wanted, the ideal man. but all that became too much for him on several occasions where he tried to end himself a couple of times.
this unfortunately turned co-dependent as Desmond neglected himself for the sake of Daniel's wellbeing. the latter was uncomfortable with it, and thus Daniel spiraled into self guilt, wishing he wouldn't be so weak so Desmond wouldn't have to take flak for him.
his childhood best friend, Sébastien, was the one who helped him realize his homosexuality through the power of cheesy yaoi fanfics. there were several times where Desmond had to deal with beatings when his father found out he was gay and was seeing another man.
it was around his late teens where his father tried to steer him away from his queerness by forcing him to meet a girl in an arranged marriage he thought would be a nice match for him. her name was Helena and she was just as queer as he was. the irony was that they were both in a environment where it wasn't safe for them to admit they were just entirely gay.
they basically confided with each other and admitted they had no interest in the opposite gender. once they found out they were in the same boat, they stayed friends but no further than that.
Desmond was pretty much the slave and punching bag around the house to his father up until his early twenties, where he finally got the stability to move out and take Daniel along with him.
eventually when gay marriage was made legal by Sébastien (who was now Archbishop), Desmond married his highschool crush, Ley, after a long, winded struggle with his mental health and situations they could not control. he and his husband are doing quite well, they even have an adopted kid.
oh, and his dad? he's rotting in the dirt where he belongs. Sébastien might've had something to do with it.
are you curious as to how he lost his color vision? here ya go.
somewhere around high school years, he was the sole survivor of a car crash that resulted in him being afflicted with total achromatopsia (complete colorblindness) and put in a several week coma.
he was the designated driver and dozed off at the wheel due to his narcolepsy and swerved to avoid a deer. the car totaled and all three of his friends died in the accident. he has not forgiven himself and refuses to drive now unless absolutely necessary. he doesn't want to get anyone else killed.
there was also a little high school drama subplot where Desmond's father found out about his homosexuality through a vindictive bully by the name of Randall William.
you ready for some high school drama?
long story short, Randall bullied the shit out of Ley (whom was Desmond's crush at the time), and Desmond was not having that so he punched Randall in the face. as a response to this humiliation, Randall let it loose that Desmond was seeing Ley romantically, then Desmond's dad beat his son's face in when he found out.
what happened then? well, Desmond's friends and brother were not happy. Helena clobbered Randall out of sheer rage - Randall couldn't tell anyone because he was too afraid to admit he got beat up by a girl. then Sebastien stalked and blackmailed Randall into adulthood, and would have buried him if Desmond hadn't stopped him.
so yeah, Desmond has pretty aggressive friends, despite he himself being docile to hell and back. for the record, no; Desmond did not and does not get off on the idea of revenge. Helena and Sebastien are naturally very angry and justice oriented people.
despite this, Desmond and Randall have made up. the two have admitted they were troubled teenagers and have moved on with good terms. people grow up and admit their mistakes. it's normal.
Trivia
| SYMBOL |  |
| SIGNATURE COLOR | #8A8A8A |
| COLORBLIND | a car accident in his late teens put him in a several week coma. it gave him total achromatopsia. |
| THIGH GAP | he's got a thigh gap and wide hips. you just can't see it very well because his dick and balls are fucking huge. |
| PROFESSIONAL CLOWN | he used to be in the entertainment industry before he burnt out. do you want to know what he was studying to be? you're gonna laugh. he was in clown school. if you can make an entire room laugh and be the life of the party without even trying to, might as well make a career out of it. |
| TOP OF THE CLASS | he was a straight (gay) A student. had to meet expectations and be perfect for everyone around him, especially his dad. |
| ALTRUISTIC | he used to give up his lunch for kids who didn't have one. eventually, he began packing extra for people who needed it when he could get away with it. as you can tell, he was a popular kid because he actually cares about others. at what cost? sometimes, his own expense. |
| TWINCEST | he and his little brother, Daniel, have experimented with each other sexually. this interaction was not at all harmful to either of them and their friend group knows about it. it doesn't bother anyone. |
| SURVIVOR | he has attempted suicide during his teens quite a few times. could you blame him with all the bullshit he had to put up with? |
| SELF HARM | he used to self harm by cutting his arms, sometimes thighs. his reasons vary each time, but it was mostly for catharsis and self punishment. everyone's reasons are different, but those were his. barely anyone knew he did because he'd always hide them with long sleeves or arm warmers. |
| MUSCULAR | Desmond has muscle hypertrophy, which makes him develop muscle twice as much as an average person. he's beefy and his build is top heavy. this is not a man you want to take a punch from or get bodied by. |
| HAUNTED JANITOR | he now works as a janitor in a haunted college. he's unfazed by the hauntings - being followed by carts, finding things stacked up in an odd manner, shadow people... he doesn't really react. |
| NO FEAR | speaking of, he has no fear at all. the thought of death doesn't scare him. it's actually quite funny watching him play horror games, he has zero reaction and has a deadpan attitude towards everything. |
| ASTHMA | he had asthma as a young kid. it doesn't flare up as much nowadays, but he'll avoid dust and too much exercise. |
| FAVORITE COLOR | grey is his favorite color. fortunately, it's the only color he can see. |
| JOSHUA | both Desmond and Daniel still visit Joshua's grave to pay respects, mourning him with Tes and Sébastien by their sides. |
Relationships
Daniel Pierre
["little" brother]"Danny... thank you. For always supporting me, even when we were little.
Please remember that I'm here for you. If you ever need anything, all you have to do is ask.
You are my baby brother and I'll do anything for you. Please be safe, I love you."
"Tes"
[childhood friend]"Tes... as insufferable as you can be, you're still a very good friend.
The others don't trust you, but I do.
You mean well. I hope you can find the courage to show that more."
Sébastien Harley
[childhood best friend]"Thank you... for everything you have given me and my family.
I owe my life to you.
It's because of you that despite I see in grey, I can dream in color."
Jonathan Harley
[indifference]"I'm a little concerned for you.
You... know that your brother is just using you, right?
I don't think you're even listening. Don't get yourself killed."
Dante Harley
[indifference]"You're nothing like Séb.
It's quite disturbing seeing you have his face yet no emotion in your eyes or voice.
Good luck with whatever it is that you're trying to achieve."
Rev
["younger" brother]"I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed it most. If I could change the past for you, I would.
You and Ren deserved better, but it's not too late to find help.
You can undo the damage if you and Ren put your heart and mind into it. We're here to support you if you need it... provided you want that."
Ren
["little" brother]"It hurts me a little to see you like this... I truly wish I could have been there more for you when we were younger.
Just as Danny is my little brother, you are too. If you ever need anything, please let me know. I'll drop anything to help you.
Please don't be concerned for me. I can deal with Rev. But please... work on yourself. You have the courage to face your fears, believe in yourself."
Percy
[friend]"I think the others are misreading you.
You don't function like everyone else. That's fine. It doesn't mean you're a bad person.
I'm glad you have someone who makes you happy and understands you. Keep him close to your heart."
Wesley Columbina
[friend, half sibling]"You're... sure something. I've never seen someone so agile and crafty... aside from Tes. Maybe that's why you two got along.
I'm sure that's what kept you alive and safe all these years.
Be well."
Damien Adler
[friend]"I'm glad my brother has been making good business partners. Please treat Danny well."
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